skies

darlinngs.

2007-02-10T01:20:00.000-07:00

wah. sians. alot things happen seh. hahas. ie gone crazy le. den recently getting sick le. haiishhx. hahas. eugene ish sho funny. ie muz get well. ie wanna get top 15 fer cross country luhs. sians. hahas shi qi laogong gort 6 laopo-s plus mi luhs. den ie gort 1 honey. which ish diyana. den ie gort 1 darling which ish siti de sec4 de. ie gort 1 lesbian partner[LSP] which ish cherlynn. ie veri flirt horrs. but hu cares. ie am famous marhhs. wakaka. at least dey all wan mi lorhhs=)). actually dese few days ie veri sad luhs. ie sho hate backstabbers. ie onli noe tat mi my baobei-s all rocksx)) hahas. including dose hav gort mi in their hearts luhs. cause alot ppl horrs onli when gort special news or rumours or stuff including mi den dey come close tuu euu nd ask ask all tat stuff luhs. ie still left alot baobei-s tuu find. wonder hu willing sia. lols. ie tink ie stopping here le. lols. tc.

WEEKENDS!!!!!

2007-01-21T10:25:00.000-07:00

ytd went tuu stacy's church at lavender wif fiona nd stacy. lols. den on de way in mrt saw a three-some group of guys. one of it wore a hat. so cool. so unique. sad nv take pic. hahas. oso cannot anyhow take pic marhhs. lols. den one of it wearing purple shirt so cool. hahas. at least when de three-some group of gals[us] went in dey noticed us. wakakas. lols. ie starting go crazy le. tat mite b true. lols. ie lyk tat purple shirt guy. cause he's so cool. nth else. lols. den ie tink ie saw my fren at city hall mrt station. ie oso nort confirm ish him. mayb he forgotten abt mi. so long le. ie changed till so many ppl don rmb mi. de ppl at de church r nice luhs. hahhas. den sunday which ish nw ie can tell euu ie so bloody hate my parents. dey r so freaking annoying lorhhs. don dey hav anything else tuu do. lyk work. nd quit scolding mi. wad's wif all these adults. can't dey treat their children nicer. or lyk treat gals nicer. ie found out tat dey prefered guys more cause dey can chuan zhong jie dai. so stupid lorhhs. if dey prefered gals better will dey try tuu b rebellious. no of cause. de reason dey r getting more nd more rebellious ish cause dey r bias nd treat guys better lorhhs. den de guys r spoilt nd gets more nd more rebellious den de gals. ie don noe if it's true but mayb tis mite b 1 possibility luhs. haiishhx. so sians. ie tink ie end here barhhs.

BORING!!!

2007-01-19T23:11:00.000-07:00

miee!! at mac.
todae npcc. so sians. starting PT so fcuking hard lehhs. but still can make it luhs. whole body soft soft onli marhhs. hahas. den after PT ish games. which ish captain ball onli lorhhs. den after tat drills. haiishhx. so sian lorhhs. den after evry ting veri tiring sia. den go tuu mac wif shiqi tuu eat. hahas. den saw wee liang kor. he sae tml den treat ie oso don noe ie tml going dere anot sia. den shiqi suddenly saw she don hav my pic. so ie use her fone take. hahas. den tat toopid gene owe mi sth den don wanna let miee c de. sua lorhhs. toopid guy. ytd sae okok de. den in de end don hav. LIER. IE HATE LIERS LYK TAT. don argue wif miee. ie won listen. wad ish done cannot b undone. so juz accept it okayys?? anyway. ie am still considering okayys riduwan. ie don wanna affect euur studies. seems lyk ie always affect euur maths de lehhs. den ie wan euu tuu pass tis yr marhhs. so tis decision ish so hard. haishhx. todae ish a tiring dae. so ie will go rest early. *poof*

Changed.

2007-01-14T01:35:00.000-07:00

hartts hartts x3
so ke aii horrs??
ie found out ie really change le lehhs. ie nw more hardworking. thanks tuu huiying frm 3e4. she really helped miee lorhhs. den ie evrytime bother her. but she sae ie veri hardworking. hahas. lols. den ie change blogskin oso. ie went tuu find under gothic den saw tis anime gothic blogskin quite nice. nort tat ie veri gothic or wad luhs. ie juz lyk gothic style. does nort mean ie hav tuu b gothic marhhs rite?? hahas. den ie oso found out tat riduwan &&nd diyana's blogskins r de same. so look lyk couples lorhhs. sorwie arhhs. riduwan &&nd diyana. don come &&nd kill miee. hahas. den chat wif eugene till veri long lorhhs. riduwan oso. but he todae nv online. mayb sick barhhs. btw. evry1 takkarres okaiies?? especially ppl hu gets sick easily.

sick!!!

2007-01-12T23:11:00.000-07:00

sad lehhs. keep raining. toopid weather. so cold. den gort np. abit slack-ish lorhhs. cause gort sec1s. lyk we scaring dem liddat. cause dey sae set example. den TOs comparing us[sec3s] wif tis yr sec1s. ie am once soaked again &&nd again. but nvm luhs. peii korkor &&nd frens marhhs. so it's fine wif miee de. den nw getting so sick. sad sia. cannot go out all tat. den riduwan told miee he more sian den miee. hahas. den ie juz nw kena pricked by my bao bei catus. haiishhx. den so itchy sia. haiishx. ie tink ie end here le. so sians lorhhs.

slacking.

2007-01-10T21:45:00.000-07:00

haiishhx. sian lorhhs. actually can sae ie post fer de sake of posting er yi. haiishhx. so sian lorhhs. slacking all de time. nw muz ask ming jie tuu help mi le. free tuition lehhs whyie don wan. lols. if any1 willing tuu give mi free tuition, pls teach mi. haha. ie found out a BIG BIG SECRET lehhs. hahas. ming jie so lame. when ie go his hse fer tuition ie make sure ie go spot check him. he sae he no stead. hahahs. he lame de lorhhs. yeah. he sae ie his bao bei mei mei. or did he sae?? lols. he's gonna buy mi b'dae present cause last yr he nv give den he gonna treat mi tuu movie oso. hahs. whyie he so good de arhhs. haiishhx. btw. ie wished riduwan a belated happy b'dae den todae ish joel's b'dae. happy b'dae joel aka. den tat stupid arris. act dao de. ming jie 6++ still in skul sia. nv teach mi de. haiishhx. ie will end nw barhhs. so sian.

haiishhx.

2006-12-20T09:29:00.000-07:00

dear all. ie now hereby announce tat ie getting sick le okaiies. haiishhx. stupiid weather. haiishh. de strong mi. getting hurt all de time. sick of being liddat. whyie cant ie juz stay strong lyk de fake mi &&nd protect those hu needed mi. haiishhx. ie love euu guys out dere takkarres.

hehes.

2006-12-09T16:06:00.000-07:00

thanks feng. fer de advice. ie will die de. dunchh worry hahas. i'm nort a gal. nort yet a women. whyie de song so nice le. haiishhx. today going out wif parents. gonna wear nice nice. hahas. muz wear veri formal. haiishhx no fone tuu upload photos. haiishhx. whyie cant ie hav k80oi or k850i?? so cool. haiishhx nvm luhs. nxt yr's books till haven buy. when ie buy de skirt ie 100% go alter de. long long lyk shit liddat. ie nort shooting any1. anyway ie tink ie end here barhhs lyk nth tuu sae le lehhs. yarh. purple ish a international gay colour &&nd oso. it represents loyalty.

ie will rest well.

2006-12-08T14:39:00.000-07:00

arg. ie so did nort bloody said tat okaiies. how many realationship hav euu ruined?? more den 2 okaiies. i'm sick. can't euu juz gimme 1 nice relatioship tuu carry on?? ie nid love oso okaiies. IE DID LOVE EUU. IE STEAD WIF EUU LUHHS. HE NOES IT OKAIIES. STUPID LUHHS. HE'S LYING TUU MIEE FER EVRY FCUKING TING. FCUK OFF LUHHS. if my life ish liddat ie shud end it earlier. ie shud hav ended it earlier when my 1st relationship failed luhs. stupid mother. ruined de 1st one. so wad if he ish a malay?? no big deal okaiies. racist luhhs. at least we r happy together. mayb wad ie promised him earlier came true. ie told him tat after he ended it. ie will suffer frm evry relationship ie carry on. mayb it's true barhhs. haiishhx. it's destined tuu b my fate. ie did nort bloody cheat euu kayys. nw ie noe. all frens hav de same pattern. whyie cant dey juz keep it tuu demselves lyk ie do. or mayb ie am keeping tuu myself too muchh?? once again. Feng, ie prove tuu euu tat euu r correct fer de 2nd time. sae de truth. euu were de onli fren hu really really understands miee inside juz lyk outside. can't ie juz hav a peaceful family?? father tat dunchh gamble. mother tat understands. brother hu ish nice &&nd dunchh always scold?? wadeva. my life sux. ie don deserve tuu love &&nd live. rest in peace lihong. leave &&nd nv come back. or juz come back when dey nid euu. but dunchh scare dem luhs. rest well.

toopiid miiee.

2006-12-05T23:42:00.000-07:00

haiishhx. ytd went tuu north point go pierce nose. toopid rite. but ie taking out soon le luhs. fone kena confiscated. suay. haiishhx tml gort meeting early in de morning. wonder can wake up anot. 9am in de skul. lols. hope can. toopid luhs. arg. nth tuu blog lehhs. &&ng 1 ting ish fer sure. ie hate him tuu de core. fer evryting he did &&nd ish doing rite nw. ie so hate him. ie so hate myself. ie wil nv love myself eva again. cause ie been force tuu do sumting ie don lyk. any1 understands miee?? ie wish so much tat ie can end my bloody damm life nw &&nd 4eva.

creepy.

2006-12-01T08:07:00.000-07:00

haiishhx. today actually wanna watch movie de. den raining so heavily den nv go watch liao. haiishhx. but nvm luhhs. can save money marhhs. den when we going tuu sembawang shopping centre. de uncle selling de newspapers at de mrt ask mi if ie wanna buy so politely. ie sae no den de freaking uncle sae bye bye nd gimme a cheeky laugh. so creepy sia. anyway onli a few ppl noe luhs. but ie hereby announce tat ie hav cut my hair le luhs. abit nort nice luhs. haiishhx. wad ish done cannot b undone marhhs. haiishhx ie still haven buy nxt yr's textbooks. nvm luhs. still gort time marhhs. anyway. ie end here bahhs. evry1 takkarres.

haiishhx.

2006-11-25T22:50:00.000-07:00

haiishx. sad luhs. juz came back from camp ytd. hey. guess wad ie din get de best female camper. lols. nvm luhs. ie learnt from my mistakes. nd euur words were harsh. ie noe shiyun will surely get best camper. but de 1 hu got was frances. ie din mean anyting but. de dearest fren of mine. shiyun. nv dye her hair b4. tis ish de TRUTH.nd ie don care. don believe call her parents luhs. ie noe ie dye so ie won get it. so?? at least ie went tuu buy de bloody spray. if ie noe de ending will b liddat. ie won hav dye my hair. won hav apend so much money on evryting liao. de way euu treated us both was harsh. euu din even use euur hart tuu feel. ie hated. euu. so wad if euu were big. ie respected euu b4 but nort nw. cause euu framed de wrong person. nd tat ish totally nort de right ting tuu do. get tis in euur brain. anyting tuu ask?? juz ask luhs. call even if euu hav tuu. euu did evryting tat was right. yeah. ie noe tat. nd euu noe wad. euu make mi seems tat ie am such a rule-breaking person tuu euu nd euu wud prefer nort tuu hav anyting tuu do wif mi. ie had it luhs. go tuu her. go. ie will try tuu respect euu if ie tink euu deserves it.earn it back frm mi den. ie will be do out of my bestest best tuu b de veri 1st. female chairperson. but ie noe euu will put guys 1st. anyway. mayb ie going watch happy feet. any1 care tuu join??

-.-''

2006-11-18T04:56:00.000-07:00

sians. wahs. today sick. actually ish ytd de. den rest liao still no use. den father kao bei mother den mother kao bei mi. today really veri suay. den hav tuu go fer meeting fer a outside camp cause i kena chosen de leader fer 1 group. haiishhx. wonder how long den he will upload my pictures fer mi. nxt yr?? lols. after meeting go home. den at woodlands mrt station dere always got a place don noe fer MEN nd WOMEN tuu get tuu noe each other tingy. den juz nw got a guy walk towards mi nd talk tuu mi.

guy: you now working or studying??
me: huh??
guy: you nw studying is it??
me: yah. i studying.
guy: oh. you not working now arhx??
me: no. i now still in secondary school. but taking part time job also.
guy: oh. okay. good luck studying anyway.
me: oh. ok. i look lyk I WORKING MEH??
guy: a lil bit luhs.

de conversation was in chinese of cause. i juz wear abit mature clothes den i look mature le meh?? lols. heng tis type of ting don happen tat often.anyway. i end here luhs. nd if euu r reading my post. HOPE EUU CAN FASTER HELP MI UPLOAD MY PICTURES. PLEASE. THANKS.

Pray hard &&nd Play hard.

2006-11-09T02:34:00.000-07:00

pray hard &&nd play hard so evryting wud turn out fine lopx. i hope evryting wud turn out fine fer mi luhs. till nw quite alot tings r turning out fine luhs. not tat bad. finish de atc 10-12 nov den work till enuf tuu pay fer my bill den finish de annual np camp. den mayb can relax by going out tuu play or even dye hair. hope can luhs. my mum won sae cannot de hahas. cause she's de best. she onli scared tat de teacher will scold mi but lyk wq sae. dye it dark brown luhs. if colour comes back den sae colour fade lopx. but since i'm in np i cant do tat luhs. muz dye black but if colour fade i really no money dye black le. haiishh. tml going atc le. den these few days abit suay luhs. but still got lucky times oso. i don noe wad ish rong wif her luhs. sae all those stupid tings. i believe on tings tat i trust. i believe dem means i trust dem. i believe tat dey r my frens &&nd i believe dem. of cause i will noe wad ish right frm rong de. but my mother always sae. if euu r willing tuu try euu hav a high percentage able tuu succeed. &&nd if euu r willing tuu turn into a new leaf, ppl will soon 4give euu but euu will hav tuu earn back their trust slowly &&nd don do more rong tings tuu get back their trust. &&nd if YOU r reading tis. i am not angry anymore don sae all those stupid tings anymore okayys. i will miss euu all when i go fer atc &&nd i hope euu all will miss mi too luhs. if no den nvm. i will stop here luhs. please takkares.bye.

haiisshhx.

2006-11-05T22:18:00.000-07:00

haiisshhh. it ishh so terrible. it ishh so tiring. it ishh so sians. izzit really so tiring tuu love sum1 den tuu be loved?? ie am sooon gonna die le luhs. what am i tinking?? evryting ishh soo hard tuu do. tings tat ie need den ie cannot find. so stupid. where r my stuffs?? ie need dem. ie cannot take it. argg. doesnt any1 just understand. atc coming. HOW AM I GONNA EARN DE BEST CAMPER BADGE WHEN MY FEELINGS R LIDDAT?? ie really cannot take it le luhs. STUPID. cherlynn dardar. haiishhx. i don tink i can do it leh. i going faint le luhs. haiishhx. actually ie listen tuu technos onli when ie am liddat. den i will blast it veri loud in my ears till i feeling better. if cannot den de louder i will blast it. but de loudest le lyk still no use leh. haiishhx. no lunch fer mi den. nth ishh making mi happy now. evryting ishh useless. whyie am ie treating myself liddat. stupid memories juz cant b erased. WHYIE??? todae got work sum more. ie don feel lyk mit-ing wif any1 le arhx. ie rather work alone. cousins of mine came nd c mi blasting techno songs den go WAHH!!!! liddat onli. not de onli time ie hav been blasting musics. got 1 time i blast until ie go sian den fall aslp. lols. ie veri xin ku cann. not de music but de stupid stuff tat went inside my head. not ie not angry. not ie not jealous. IE LIED OKAY. sorwie ie lied but euu lied too. ie not 3 yr old kid cann. don treat mi lyk 1. ie not her luhs. her ishh her. mi ishh mi. ie noe ie not her but euu can don keep telling mi tings abt her. ie cannot take it all at once cann. e love rain so much. mayb it ishh raining fer mi. it ishh soo nice when ppl cant c tat euu r crying or de pain in euur heart ishh really aching. eva since euu came, evryting changed. really changed. ie don wanna tell euu tat so when 1 dae when euu leave mi wuu won noe tat ie am in soo much pain nd it hurts mi so much. de motivation in mi tat sir kenny gave ishh no longer in my heart, ie don noe where it went. ie wanna find it back. ie wanna find de old mi back. de stupid little happy-go-lucky gal back. she ishh so innocent last time. ie admitted tat ie hav changed. ie am sooo sorwie tat ie treat euu all liddat. pls. ie beg of euu ie really cannot take it le. ie am veri xin ku. nth ishh working out rite. ie stupid okayys. ie will be honest. ie cant survive alone okayys. sob. dose bloody words euu sae hurt mi okayys. ie am angry nd jealous le. happy?? nw ie starving lyk siao. nd ie planning not tuu eat cause of euu nd dose stupid words!!!

sundae.

2006-11-04T22:48:00.000-07:00

todae wake up so early. go whatever clean &&nd green week carnival at Republic Polytechnic. haish. sians. nearl late sia. actually ish late budden bus haven come. heng. took taxi go. sob. my pay de money gone le luhs. den mayb i going dye hair. lols. yeah. atc coming liao. i'm sooo excited. tis will b a short post luhs. i no time liao. muz go find lynn dardar liao.

truly misses.

2006-10-27T00:03:00.000-06:00

i will miss euu all no matter wad. sian. we are all gonna separated soon. whyie? cant we juz stay together fereva. now my mum wans miee tuu work den de whole november got alot activities lyk ATC training den ATC[adventure training camp] den got np annual camp &&nd class gathering fer de last time den i muz work fer a outside camp i going wif my gor gor &&nd his gf &&nd tuu pay fer de nxt yr's books. monday gonna work wif yokelin, hope can earn alot cause she nid money oso. he 'confessed' tuu miee. lols. i don noe true anot luhs. hope ish not luhs. den recently got 1 weird guy. keep wanting mi tuu give him chance &&nd i don even noe him much leh. but i hope he don talk abt it anymore liao. looking foward tuu de ATC cause can c all of de frens tat we known X)).

sian-zation.

2006-10-21T20:00:00.000-06:00

sian can. so sian. so lonely. tmr wan pon meeting anot?? ie don noe. sorry. really sorry. please 4give miee. when the day it happened, ie will tell euu don nid tuu worry. all of a sudden, i felt quite alot of tings are disappearing from my life. truely if DEAR leaves miee, ie will recover qite fast cause ppl around miee are always encouraging miee. especially shi qi she was always dere fer miee when huge tings happen. now she juz ignore mi or avoid miee wheneva she can and tats heaat aching. evryting tat happened always have a reason behind it and the reason fer tis matter mayb ish cause ie did someting rong or wad but i don really noe wad it ish. ie totally understand wad ish going thru rosanne nw. don worry. although we seldom talk much le. ie will still b here fer euu. nd euu won lose miee eva ie will b dere to b the listening ear if euu nid miee. losing a fren tuu miee nw ish lyk losing part of my body nd even part of my heart. a nv ending pain. it kills euu noe. ie noe euu nv eva noe. no1 eva noe, unless euu hav experience it b4. tat was wad happened when euu din understand earlier, but i give a damn nw. ie am living in a half happy nd half miserable life nw, no1 eva understands, not even him and it's always miee giving in to him. nth ish eva going rite. wad's rong?? does it kills him tuu juz give in tuu miee nd listening tuu miee. nd the mother of mine ish always nagging abt the haze nd made miee stayed at home so ie cant go out tuu work. earning extra money won kill miee so y won she even tried tuu let mi work?? wif miee going out at 5+pm nd coming back home at 10+pm nv killed miee b4 nd she can even save her saliva nd breath. nd he wans tuu give miee $money$ so his frens wud not laugh at him nd miee tat ie work juz selling ice-creams. it's still earning $money$, my frens treats miee even better den him, nv ie understand y stacy sae he bo xim. lyk stacy, lynn, fiona, rachel, 2e2s, ka zhua, gary, jia xun, kenneth nd more. nw ie totally gave up on him, wadeva he ish tinking nw.

2006-10-03T22:13:00.000-06:00

Yesterday was a terrible day. we nearly broke up nd we were evry close. juz a tiny bit more. wah. cried. evryting terrible. lols. no matter wad hav tuu try my best tuu hang on nd give in tuu him. he was nice tuu mi luhs. so far, de best bahx. nort fair, jesmond noe alot ting. mayb i shud keep mute. Today he sms mi sae he lurve mi alot-.- den still sae he won let go of tis relationship so easily. at least my tears are nort wasted. sians. he got tuu go skul den after skul go work till 11pm+. hais. muz study science, homecon till siao. revise maths. do art research, he can help mi=)) . hais. mayb i going work by selling ice-cream liao. budden he dunchh wan mi work sae ltr i veri tired. but i nid $money$ how can nort work? hais. work hard. jia you. if euu tink euu can, euu can!!!! takkarres!!! *hartts* <33

our first day<3

2006-10-01T07:08:00.000-06:00

Yesterday.

ytd was fun luhs. mi went tuu mit haroy, ka zhua, wei quan, dennis. haroy gimme a name. mary. -.- diaox lopx. hahas. den we went tuu 491 den saw qing hui dey all. lols. den haroy sit beside mi. mayb cause liddat den ppl thought we stead. hahas. lame. we onli plae plae laopo laogong nia. dunchh tink rong. den quite fun luhs. den dere gort celebrations. den haroy n jing qiang join de mooncake eating competition. den kenneth, wen jie, jian teck n eng hock came tuu c dem compete. den jing qiang let de auntie win when he could win easily. -.- after tat dey go milkk cafe eat. den all ka zhua fault make mi laugh until liao siao. lols. den we went back tuu de basketball court. den i hav tuu go home. haroy send mi home =] ka zhua den call mi sae ock hse key inside haroy's bag-.- den dey thought haroy going back tuu 491 but no so dey go home. den HE called mi den talk tuu mi. at around 1.40+ jesmond sms mi. sae he veri sian n ask if i slpin. i sae i talking tuu HIM. he sae okay lohx den going slp liao. den we talk until 4am+ den i slp le.

Today

It was our 1st day together. it started around 2am+ he was nice tuu mi. n i will b tiong xim tuu him tats de promise between us. lynn my dearest lasbian partner was happee fer mi. hartt him n her lots. muacks<3

ie lurve euu.

2006-09-25T01:37:00.000-06:00

baby i love you and i'll never let you go
but if i have to boy i think that you should know
all the love we made can never be erased and
i promise you that you will never be replaced
baby i love you and i'll never let you go
but if i have to boy i think that you should know
the love we made can never be erased and
i promise you that you will never be replaced
i love you yes i do
i'll be with you as long as you want me to
until the end of time from the day
I met you I knew we'd be together and
now I know I wanna be with you forever
i wanna marry you and I wanna have your kids
thinking never compared to the feeling of your kisses
I can say I'm truly happy to this day
you've made me thank god that i live my life everyday
there's never been a doubt in my mind
that I regret ever having you by my side
but if the day comes that I have to let you go
I think there's something I should probably let you know
enjoyed everyday that i spent with you
and i will miss you cuz im happy that i had you at all
baby i love you and ill never let you go
but if i have to boy i think that you should know
the love we made can never be erased and
i promised you that you will never be replaced
baby i love you and ill never let you go
but if i have to boy i think that you should know
the love we made can never be erased and
i promised you that you will never be replaced
you will never be replaced
i feel for you yes i do
i'll be with you as long as you want me to
until the end of time

lyrics for pei yu's blog. ie lurve her blog's song.<3

LOL. ie end her luhs. very sian. ie still lurve euu<3

and ie will wait fer euu till tat dae euu gortt a gf.

victoria skul!!!!

2006-09-22T23:09:00.000-06:00

woOts. ytd although cca suppose to step down but ytd was special cause dere was a inter-area project competition. den we look through de past winners. area 11 won alot time leh. hais. den the results was area 2 gort 3rd which was our area luhs. den diyana[2e3] and law[2e1] our squad de go for interview. hahas XD. den we left our hp in de skul cause no1 sae can bring mahx. sad. den jian wen sms me budden i cant reply. he told me he gort fever. diaox. nort lyk i can do anyting. hahas. den me and qi saw a very handsome guy. sho i decided to help qi get his no hahasXD. budden it's quite hard luhs. i will still help her de luhs cause we noe his name mahx. den ytd i sick until cannot sick leh. dey thought i come tat monthly thing -.- NO luhs. please. den ms koh thought i cry cause tears keep coming out of my eyes mahx but is cause i keep sneezing. she my 'PERSONAL teacher' cause i alot things will tell her den she advise me wad to do. i really admire her. my fav teacher. i just lurve her<3. i didnt mean it de mahx. i thought euu tat irritaing alvin tan mahx. i sick don noe hu is hu mahx. SORRY TO ZI QUAN IF EUU R READING THIS. den i on de bus slp a while den better le. jian wen sae i can sms him if i cannot slp at night but sms for a while den slp liao cause very tired. i gonna try my best luhs. my mum sae must get at least 4 subjects more den 70marks de. hais hav to try my best. that is my baby cousin[top left] cute rite.lurve him sho much. muaackkzz<33

happyxD

2006-09-16T21:33:00.000-06:00

wah.. ie so suay sia. evrything ie type gone missing juz in 1 click. what to do. alot alot leh. sad. hais. ie miss him leh. till nw still haven seen him online. ie nw have to start re-typing again liao. yesterday we playing dodge ball. den after playing we sweat quite alot den my hand itchy den ie told dzafir tat my hand very itchy he he ask me what thing den ask me show him. den ie keep saein ie don wan den he keep saein if ie don show him he will go bring de 1st aid kit down. ie of cuz don wan tat luhs. cuz if really den alot people will noe den ie die liao, so ie showed him lopx. he ask ie use pen knife ie sae yea, he sae if de pen knife rusty den ie die liao. den ie tell him die den die lohx. den he quiet quiet de, ie happy sia. cuz he's CONCERN abt me.. lols xD den juz nw my mum cum out den sae ie playing games. but ie onrt playing games leh. anyhow sae me de. ie stop nw luhs. tired le leh. juz nw use de same font den gort at least 20 rows sia. lols. ie go le luhs, bye. ppl take care.<33

ms invisible

2006-09-13T17:51:00.000-06:00

hais. sian. today. we had pe lessons. quite okay until the ending. i discover 1 thing which cause my heart to really break. maybe what he guessed about me is true. no one ever saw what i really have kept in my heart. not even him. he was the 1st to find out what i have been trying to hide all this years. should i talk to him about it? maybe. what i have wore all this years is a invisible mask. mayb because of that particular mask, it made me become invisible. so invisble that no one noticed that i was there shouting out. everything is so hard for me to accept, if not for that mask, people might think i'm trying to get attention. but sad to say, i'm not. HE maybe was because of me starting to found out what they have been trying to hide from me was affected by my moodlessness. but he's just a friend of mine and nothing else. i have already discovered it for quite a long time, it's just that i don't want to make people think that i want them to pity me so the mask is still there. i will still take it as nothing has happen and be normal, but it would not be the same now because now i have discovered the real truth. the truth is always so hurting. maybe i might even try to avoid you all so one day when you discovered that i seems to be missing from there then you might see that i have isolated myself from you all. now, i would like to end this as i have to go, bye, readers, please take care!

ie hate....

2006-09-11T08:13:00.000-06:00

ie hate euu luhs... how can euu sae tat... ie euur fren rite... nvm... as long as ie noe wad ish de truth can le... IE NORT CHICKEN KAYYS... IE CAN PROVE TUU EUU TAT IE STILL VIRGIN LARHX... DUNCHH TALK CRAP... WAD'S RONG WIF EUU... EUU VERI HAPPY TAT EUU LIDDAT SAE PPL ARHX... EUU NTH ELSE TUU DO MEH... SHO WAD IF IT MAKES EUU HAPPY... HAPPY ON DE OUTSIDE... EUUR AIM ISH TUU SPAMM MIEE ND TELL OTHERS TAT IE NORT VIRGIN ND IE FCUK WIF EUU B4 LUHS... EUU REACH EUUR AIM LE... BUT EVRYTING ISH SHO NORT TRUE... DEEP DOWN INSIDE MAYB EUU REALI HATED MIEE... BUDDEN... IE DUNCHH HATE ANY1 KAYYS... IE HATED MUASELF.. FER NORT GIVING MUA FRENS DE BEST TINGS... IF EUU REALI HATE MIEE... LET'S MIT... ND IE LEND EUU MUA PENKNIFE ND LET EUU CUT OR KILL MIEE.... ND EUU CAN KEEP MUA BLOOD TUU KEEP EUURSELF HAPPY... NORT ENUF CAN TAKE MORE... JUZ KEEP OFF MUA FRENS ND FAMILY KAYYS... IE NOE EUU 1 OF MUA FREN.... ND IE TREAT EUU AS 1 KAYYS... WAD FER WAN SCOLD MIEE UNTIL LIDDAT.... SET... KAYYS... EUU STOP ALL TIS IE CAN EXCHANGE WIF MUA BLOOD LUHS... CANNS.... hais.... ie end tis larhx... ie dunchh lyk scolding mua fren if he/she reali ish.... i miss him.... hais... budden... ie cant sae it out... he won noe its a tat much.... cuz he alreadi hav alot ppl by his side.... hahas... nvm... ie tink 4eva he won noe de luhs.... hais.... evry1 juz take care bahx.. thx tuu some ppl hu helped miee.... lurve euu guys sho much.... miss ya... lurves....<33>

sianns...

2006-09-06T13:24:00.000-06:00

hais... sorwie sho long nv post... recently gort sad new.... steve irwin died shortly after being stinged by a stingray... sad....he's quite a interesting person lopx...KG sae my blog dying cuz no songs.... kayys... ie put songs okay..?? happy..?? lols... evryting sux... ops... sorwie.... even mua bestie sae tat toO... reali frens meh... ie dunchh tink sho... tis holidae... doesnt make miee feel abit happy at all... mayb todae... cuz ie going malaysia c my cousin... he de cutest larhx... evrytime stick wif miee... yeah... we preparing fer de farewell nite le... woOts....ahem... canno0t talk toO much liao... muz rest.... lols...

hahas... tio...

2006-08-25T08:19:00.000-06:00

hahas... lols... todae miiee nd shi qi plae... wif water.. hahas.. den we trick audrey nd jolene... sae muarh frens lost sth tat ish a badge tat ish veri expensive... dey believe... lols.. muahaha.. den miiee nd shi qi started splashin each other... ie borrow water bottle frm wen jie de... he sho nice.. sho cute oso... den ie keep drinkin frm de bottle oso... ie hope he dunchh mind worx... jin hui sho rich.. buy nd buy nd buy..todae gort a veri great time wif dem... lurve dem larhx...hou zi tang... 2e2 rawkx man... but frens matter oso...hahas... ie miss muarh ming jie gor... miss him sho much... ie dunchh use de frisbee he gimme le... gort 1 time ie lend ppl... den ie heart break... ie cry leh... he sae gimme fer muarh b'dae present... ish last yr de... he tis yr nv gimme... nvm... ie will still lurve him de... cuz he's muarh cutest... most handsome... most nicest de gor ie eva hav.... he sho sweet leh... hahas.... if ie can hug him if ie c him.. den ie will do tat cuz IE MISS HIM SHO MUCH LOPX.... muarh dearest gor... farewell nite cumin... sec2s work hard... sing hard.. dance hard horrs... take care... ie go le.. bye...

sianx....

2006-08-20T01:02:00.000-06:00

Ie nv sae larhx... ie sae shui bian[anyting] den she told miiee tat both of euu cant go le... ie dunchh tink ie gort delete de msg lohx.... aiya... if ish muarh fault den sorwie lopx... den we nxt time going oso... den if euu all wan go oso can... den in de end we nv adopt... cuz nid parents go... sian.... ie gtg liao... bye...

wo0ts...

2006-08-18T03:20:00.000-06:00

yah... iie sho happy.... miiee shi qi audrey jolene [tan] nd xian ngoh going adpot a puppy... how great ish tat... nd ish tml... iie leave le larhx... haha... happy happy... happy.. lurve shafina sho much.... i kissed her... lols... bye... tc..

woots.<3

2006-08-09T07:30:00.000-06:00

Ytd he called miiee nd told miiee he siick cuz of miiee... hahas... cuz he ask miiee tuu miiss hiim... den iie sae hao bahx iif euu wan... den he told miiee he siick cuz of miiee... den when he called miiee... he ask miiee tuu miiss hiim agaiin... iie sae euu nort scared ltr euu go hospiital meh..?? he sae "den euu take care of miiee lopx..." den iie sae" ish de nurse take care of euu nort miiee hahax..." den he keep quiiet... he ask miiee go fiind hiim den iie sae iie nort sho free worx... cuz ish at hougang leh... lols...den tml iie goiing bugiis... he sae he goiing too... den he sae hope wiill c miiee... hahas... he talk crap... den iie ask huiiyiing tuu go wiif miiee... iie juz lurvb her larhx... a damn cute damn chiio damn cool gerl... iie sae iif iie les... iie chose her or elaiine le lopx... kawaii... peii yu oso cute arhx... muarh bestiie... hahas.... iie miiss hiim nw larhx... toopiid de hiim... dunchh wan reply miiee... but he damn cute nd handsome lopx... shuaii ge... ohh... but he ke liian cannort cum out... hahas.... last miin... jiin huii told miiee cancel le... sho xiin tongg leh... nvm... hahas...iie sms 2 of dem nd none of dem reply... sob... how cann lykk tat... humph... iie try agaiin... aiiya iie go ler larhx... lols... tc... bye... muarckks...

tiring dae!!!

2006-08-08T18:25:00.000-06:00

shhoo.... tiirriiing nehx... den ii saw jiin huii at skul... den he peii miiee qo mac... den he ownself qo liibrary wiid hiis frewn... den ii saw andrew...haha.... he look shhoo mature... hahax... cuz ytd ask miiee wad ii wear... ii sae ii wear mufti tuu skul.. he tot ii qort no parade... hahas... he sae ii verrii zhi lian... den he sae he oso.. hahas... den he keep doiinq de talkiin.... den he keep askiin miiee ii dunchh niid eat mehx... den ii saw rosanne she siit besiide us... den ii saw aloysious... den he c miiee n andrew... ii tot he wiill miisunderstand... ii dunchh lyk ppl tuu miisunderstand miiee... den i msg hiim... den when ii reached home... he called miiee... de 1st call ii qort answer but de nxt neba... cuz ii tiired den ii slp lopx... den jiin huii buyiin fer miiee bad... hahas... i shhoo happy... fer b'dae larhx... wonder wad baq tuu buy... hmm.. can giimme suggestiionn...?? ii go le larhx.... bye... evry1 tc... muaacckkss....

floods...=]

2006-07-31T07:37:00.000-06:00

sianns... actuali i dunchh wanna post de... but sum1 in particular ask mi tuu post cuz nth... nort juz tat person... gort alot ppl oso...sian... tis few daes veri sian... nth special happen lopx... juz tat 2dae veri fed up wif de wong larhx... change dae den todae den tell us...den lynn todae nv cum skul... abit miss her leh... dunchh wori... i nort les yet... de yet dose nort mean i will b one larhx... wad euu wanna ask... i reali wanna noe... ish it good or bad.. no1 noe... mux wait till de time cums... will it b hurtin..?? wad if ish a good news... wad mux i do... diaox... i update till here larhx... jethro spamm mi... testii floodin liao... hahax... tc.. buaii

sianns

2006-07-27T07:03:00.000-06:00

Lolx... update le larhx... dunchh suan mii... jux hope no1 dii siiao mii agaiin lopx... anyway thaks lopx... 2dae update abiit onli cuz muz go eat my diinner liiao... anyway... ming jie gor... happii biirthdae... euu nv reply mii ii verii sad lehhx... siianns... ii hav nth tuu sae liiao... ii dunchh wiish tuu care bout euu le... xiin tongg arhx.... ii try tuu get hiim off my miind a long tiime ago lopx... haiix... mii realii gort tat bad mehx... haiis.. ii go eat le larhx... buaii buaii.... muaacckxx

booring....

2006-06-21T07:25:00.000-06:00

*yawn* haiix... de 4 daes 3 niite camp was x-ciitiin... den sumtiing happen... mayb shii yun too attractiive ler... den gort blue black all over...sobb.... den found new frens... de guys frm northland r more friiendly lopx... de malay gals r sho skul-iist lopx... ii respect dem cuz ms tay told us tuu...shii yun startiin verii du lan cuz of 1 guy... ii osho du lan but nort tat much lopx... he told mii tuu waiit... *yawn* den when we all cum back alot ppl siick siia...sad... ii osho... suay.... cut haiir ler... my mum sae change haiirstyle but ii don wan... she lyk wan mii go fer fashiion show... ltr when cher ask mii ii sae wad...?? my mum sae wan cut de arhx..?? iif cher catch mii ii sure diie fast de... cuz ii sure tiio alot de... siian... he sho guaii... doiin hw nw... hahax... ii nw sho bored... lolx... waiitiin fer hiim tuu fiiniish hiis hw sho gort sum1 tuu talk tuu mii mahx... hahax.... ii go le larhx....

siigniin off.... babbii deviil...[hong]... *poof*

Lonely...

2006-05-24T21:58:00.000-06:00

sorwiie so long nv blog le... cuz exams n mum lahx... haiix... ii nw oso usiing my fren's com... ii faiil alot subjects leh... how...?? ii siiao liiao lahx... 1 funny ting iiz tat when ii usiing my fren's com cum iin de words r all chiinese de.. but stiill can understand lahx....todae siick nv go skul... den go c doc le den go my fren's hse... so boring... all slpiin nehx... den de aiircon so cold... ii nw keep on sneeziin le... actualii ii oso slpiin but too cold so wake up type type a liittle iif not ltr my hands froze liiao... liife iiz quiite ok fer mii nw... past hapii... present sad den ok... so nw ii hope future hapii.... nw got 1 daddy...Royston... den mummy... Wen Zhen... meii... Yoke Liin... gor... suhaiidii... jiie...hamster... Jiie Fu... Jiie Yong... liife bcame ok wiif dem... but my daddy alwaes bully mii de... haiix nvm lahx... he quiite niice oso ma.... haha... don worii evry1.... ii won turn bad de... iif turn bad... den buy a new Li Hong... so she wiill b good... but once expiired den wiill turn bad agaiin le... den de cycle contiinue... haha... ii no lahx... ii lame ma... aniiwae... ii gtg le...

Ms Lonely leaviin u all...

sob....break up...

2006-05-15T20:01:00.000-06:00

Y mux all tiis happen.... tell mii wad diid ii do rong.... ii don wan tiis to happen... iits not suppose to turn out tiis way.... WAD HAPPEN....*SOB*.... tiis iiz crazy... euu no ii am crazy fer euu de.... but y euu stiill wan tiis to happen... euu promiised mii tat euu won break wiif mii unless ii break wiif euu de... ii cant take tiis de... euu no iit....y.... y... am ii tat bad tat ii'm miissiin frm euur heart...?? de paiin iiz kiilliin mii.... y u juz won tell mii ur probs... or ur worriis.... u rather tell others n not mii... ii don wan euu to suffer wiif mii... my onlii wiish iiz tat we can b happiily eva after... how hard iiz tat... we loved each other ma.... so wad iif my parents object to iit.... don care dem arhx.... iits so sudden.... y euu so heartless.... wad abt our memoriies.... dey all worth nth to euu...?? tiink abt iit..... ii rather euu vent all euur anger on mii rather den doiin tiis.... iif wad euu realii mean [ii'm miissiin frm euur heart means euu don love mii anymore] iiz true... den ii hav got nth to sae... but ii don beliieve iits true... euu r nort giiviin mii de real reason.... ii wan to no evrytiing frm euur heart n de truth... pls.... tiis break up iiz nort gonna do us any good... ii no wad happen... but y jux euu won tell mii... wad's rong wiif telliin mii... iif not telliiin mii n breakiin up iiz makiin euu feel better... den fiine lopx... ii told euu ii wiill fiind euu agaiin but euu jux don wan.... am ii realii tat lost frm euur heart...?? ii beliieve true love wiill last but... iif sum1 iiz tryiin to prevent iit... true love stiill wiill wiin....evrybody hav a heart.... no1 iiz heartless... ii no sumtiing iiz troubliin euu..... but euu prefer to share iit wiif euur buddiies... not ur gf.... nw iiz euur deciisiion... not miine... iif euu wan to realii b heartless den fiine wiif mii lohx... but pls rmb.... ii stiill love euu... n alwaes... ii won 4get anytiing we diid iin de past.... bye... lost in de world.....lonely gal...

wo bu zhaii nii de xiin le ma....

2006-04-30T01:44:00.000-06:00

Wo bu zhaii nii de xiin le ma... wo hen xiin tong... where's tat evrydae tiing u promiised....?? iiz iit coz of wad ii sae u bcum colder towards mii..?? ii miiss u.... ii'm addiicted to u le... tat ii beliieve... u cant leave my miind... wad to do... u nw go do ur work n 4get mii untiil de exams end ba... tats de onlii tiing ii can do so u won faiil... wo huii deng nii de... nii bu yong guan wo le lahx... ii wiill stay on lyk tat untiil u deciided on wad u wan... but ii tell u hor... ii realii realii when ii c u around wiif gals n joke wiif dem alot... ii jux don wanna c iit... so don let mii c iit or let mii fiind out... iif not u won no wad ii wiill do... ii realii put iin le alot... ii don wanna bcoz of tiis den fiight den sad... our tym 2gether gettiin lesser... de reason ii don wanna let u no ii jealous or angry or tell u iiz coz iit makes mii feel lyk ii controlliin u... but ii wiill mo mo de kan zhe nii... yong yuan... wo huii mo mo de bang zhu nii... even iif iit iiz out of my control or coz mii paiin... tiis not break letter jux telliin u how ii feel...my feelings cant b controlled.... tiis iiz onlii part of wad ii tiink... dere's more to iit... ii wiill tell u when ii'm ready n U r ready oso... dere's a small gap btw us nw... mayb once iit's closed ii miite tell u or... when we realii spend tym 2gether ba.... ii wiill sae untiil here... stiill mux waiit untiil 9 to call u... ii miite not take iit... ii'm scared... once ii cant ii wiill cry n cry n cry... gtg... nv endiin love.... ii jux hope to hav a piic wiif u... bye...

siigiiniin off....
lonely gal....
4.37pm

not ur fault pls...

2006-04-25T07:42:00.000-06:00

Iits not ur fault lohx.... ii nv meant to mean wad ii sae... ii nw piierce ear le... so pain... u nv go wiif mi ii still got u iin my heart ma... ii realii diin meant to ask u go diie de... u diie den ii no more lao gong le... n ii tell u ii not ganna fiind new one... waiit untiil ii diie...den ii wiill joiin u...but ii diin meant iit... pls...ii'm sori... y all de kiiddiin stuff ii sae realii goes out... when ii chattiin wiif u my ear not paiin lohx... den when suddenly stop den verii paiin le...ii miiss u alot nehx... realii... ii don miind goiin hm earlii but can c u close close can le... nw realii verii paiin... fiile n mp3 don fiiniish 1st iif u cant... mii heart wiill paiin de... mi oso haven eat... haha... tiis tym lao po got peii... ii miiss u alot lohx... lyk hell... realii sorwie nehx... pls lao gong don angry ma... pls.. lao po wiill sad de... lao gong mux eat diinner den mediiciine den do hw... my stuff don worii 1st ok... gtg le... byebye lao gong... miiss ya...bye...

sob pang seh de....

2006-04-24T22:49:00.000-06:00

Mi nw in skul... believe ma.. its true... nw IT lesson ma.. haha.. mr josh shouted at dkwj.... den he let us hav free tym... so shuang... haix.. *sob* lao gong pang seh mi... den i cry.. *sob* he volunteer... den pang seh mi... y mux volunteer.. den de file oso haven finish.. mp3 lao gong still haven load songs finish... i veri lonely nehx... haix... den go pierce ear u oso nv pei mi... haix... todae gonna pang seh mi again.... y... lyk tat de... haix... sad nehx... pang seh kia... i wan bu chang.... fridae i go ur hse horrs...i don careful.. tml mux send mi hm...

change skin le....

2006-04-22T03:26:00.000-06:00

Hiee..... Mii change blogskin le... thx to my lao gong... he fiind fer mii de... verii sweet hor.... of cuz arhx... he's a niice guy ma.... alreadii miine le... so cant snatch away frm mii horrs.... ytd was soo... fun... at hiis hse... although ii kena scoldiin n hp kena confiiscated but ii won xchange all tat fer goiing to hiis hse... biill $250 ++.... wad to do... fiind money or save my evrydae allowance lohx... iif u all got too much money use can lend mii 1st den ii wiill 100% return u all de... no lahx... juz kiiddiin... ii wiill fiind my own way de....tiis sundae got de carniival... lookiin forward to iit... cuz can c lao gong ma... n lao gong... ii lyk de fiile.... so niice... so speciial.... den on mondae goiing piierce ear wiif tiing weii jiie, sii hua n lao gong... lookiin 4ward to iit nehx.... miight b verii niice once iits okay... shud b verii long cuz tat place mux take quiite a tym de... tats y ii got lao gong go wiif mii... so ii won b tat scared n paiinful lohx... ii wiill end here ba... okay bye... lao gong... mux take care of urself when ii cant sms u horr.... bye....

don sad...

2006-04-14T00:06:00.000-06:00

We got our riings le... so niice... de craviings on de outsiide... ytd was fun... but ii criied... cant beliieve iit.... although alot ppl cum an weii wo but de person whom ii wan an weii frm iiz my lao gong of cuz... but he diin reply my msg.... but ltr he told mii he swiitch off hiis hp cuz left 3 bars... ii tiink cuz hiis frenz liisten alot or he nv charge ba... den we after de sports fest went to eat n walk walk... den 5 gals went alone.... wiifout de whole gang of us... den lao gong waiit too long den he call dem oso don wan ans so we go le.... hiis eyes were fiilled wiif anger... de sae mayb he not gonna 4giive dem... cuz he verii angry... ii can c tat... even mii oso nv make hiim angry untiil lyk tat b4 lopx... so iif u ask mii wad to do ii oso won no.... but pls... try to relax abiit biit okiies....? haiix... ii cant evrytym post le... mum oso don wan... untiil ii get broadband ii won evrydae cum iin le.... so chaos.... miss u...

Yeah... so hapii...

2006-04-09T02:34:00.000-06:00

Finallii we gonna get our riing.... our 1 yr cumiin le.... diiaox... ii no.... but niice wad... got our own.... but represents our 1 verii touchiin yr... got all de sadness n hapiiness.... both oso equal but ii tiink hapiiness got more lahx... u c us not close but iiz fake de... hahas... den we fiight oso nth de... sad sad abiit den after tat nth le... we don fight tat much lahx... but ii get jealous abiit biit lohx... den when ii jealous... ii get to care fer hiim more lyk ask hiim stay away frm sum of dem... den ii lyk controlliin hiiim den he sae he perfer ii lyk tat.... u no... za bor get jealous easiily...so guys hav to b careful.... mii... hmmm...stiill okay lohx... sumtyms can control... but overboard cannot lahx.... iimagiine ur bao beii... surrounded by alot za bor....means he popular oso.... den alot gals fiind hiim easy to talk wiif ma... haiix... okay... ii gonna go le.. mum alwaes nag....

sori dear....

2006-03-26T01:11:00.000-07:00

sorwiie.... diin no u wiill kena scolding... reali sorwiie... 4giive mii.... but u can reject de ma... y don wan reject... haiix... mux tiink of sumtiing else oso ma... okays.... ii oso don no wad to sae le... sorwiie.... but thx... treatiin mii so good... but too good le nehx... not askiin u not to treat mii good... iits juz to descriibe iit onlii horrs... okay... bye... stay hapii.... tc...

Omg..

2006-03-13T23:36:00.000-07:00

Bad dae.... I diin turn up fer de stupiid IT course.... Cuz siick... den ii 4got ask ppl tell cher leh.... dar how... ltr cher scold mii.... aiiya... y lyk tat....diiaox... aiiya de cher ii tiink oso won care de... ii waiited fer u to onliine...but stiill cannot c u... den my father cum back den gonna go liiao.... ii saw ur shout out... iit was todae... ii wanna talk to u but u not onliine den oso cant sms or call u... ii veri sian nehx... i don talk crap de... so sumtiimes ii mean wad ii sae... sumtiimes not... tats y ii broke de promiise... ii'm sorii... mux giimme tiime ma... ii don do tat so often de lohx... sorii lahx... abt de not clse tiingy... ii scared yilin around... den ltr she go tell my mum how... sorii lahx... den got xtra traiiniin den ii was late cuz muscle cramp half wae cumiin den ii don wan tell her ma... den tiill nw stiill paiin... miite as well chop off my leg... paiin nehx...den she scold mii ii cry... she verii wad lohx... ii late alot tiimes so... ii can quiit easiily wiif de help of my mum... ii can take iit seriiously can slack... u lyk her beta.. at 1st ii oso but nw... mayb not le... ii olwaes hated her fer makiin mii cry...actiin onlii... cum n do driills oso lahx... haiix... sorii fer losiin my temper...mayb ii wiill jux tortue myself untiil ii faiint or diie duriing np... sorii fer breakiin my promiises... not proposelii de... jux don leave... ii wiill nv 4giive myself...sorii...ii no ii jux a stupiid iidiiot...sorii lahx... u sound so fiierce... realii realii realii sorii... don angry... pls... ii wiill sad de... sad liiao wiill cry de... n thx fer de mp3 player...sorii... realii sorii...sorii eh dar...4giive mii kays.... don sad sad le... not good... where iiz de hapii-go-lucki guy of miine... mux b hapii not matter wad happen kays... even ii siick or dyiing...

Competition...

2006-03-04T06:28:00.000-07:00

Sports n arts fest cumin le... how... we now trainin lohx.... i decided le.... win or lose nvm... as long as got put in efforts can le... rite...?? den my sis de frisbee kena confiscated coz mi ucc team got competition too... but i not sure when den dey can get back.... but i will try my best don worri.... den on mondae dey got trainin... veri bad de... 5 pumpin... but fer mi iz 10... den when dey do it... i will oso do it wif dem... gonna train dem even if i will kena scoldin... on wed iz their competition or u all don wan oso can.... nvm de... dey sae us hum ji oso don care... mux train until win.... mi da jie got confidence in u all.... den i got jie fu to teach u but onli @ 3.30pm behind f & n room.... can marhs...?? cannot tell mi.... not i anihow wan call him coz he got patience den he oso can teach u all ma... but he 4.30pm hav to go... but u all juz train den good i will give u all 30 min break nut of coz will give u all rest... don sad if i treat u all fierce but mux work hard... all of u all improve le... sure can do it... plus jie fu cumin down jux fer u all de trainin.... but if can le durin competiton don throw too far... ltr within 2 throw score den i sure hapi... mux no ur de strength ok... don se too much or too soft... kays...?? Da jie will oso work hard wif u all de... ok... mi onli special 10 pumpin... but u all do de mux standard den good marhs.... den if okay le can use parade sq full court... i will ask dem let us train if can.... dey sure will let de.... den after far throw will b low throw... or low throw to high... Jie fu so good cum help mux thx him nehx.... u all no nid talk to him in eng lahx.... Todae sumting bad happen but ltr ok le... i was so scared... nearly he angry wif mi... i was lyk frm beginin cry until de end lohx... i don wan aniting bad to happen marhs... evry1 jia you.... da jie give u all support.... Jie fu oso jia you in ur competition... win ok... but if nv... nvm coz u tried ur best marhs... but rmb... u will alwaes hav my support de.... muackxz... buai buai...

Life Sux....

2006-02-14T05:49:00.000-07:00

Y iizziit alwaes mii n mii..... Tiis sux.... Do ii look lyk sum1 u can mess wiif.... U all stiill don no my ugly self.... siince u all wan iit tiis wae ii can giive u all wad u wan.... fiine.... mess wiif mii all u wan.... when ii am fed up... ii wiill eiither jump down or giive wad u all wanna c... pls.... u don wanna c iit.... ii won giive anii mercy.... mayb ii wiill iif u diidnt diid aniitiing rong....pls....iif jumpiin can solve iit... ii don miind.... ii don wanna let anii1 down... ii no u all got hiigh expectaiion on mii but can u all juz giive mii tiime.... ii don care where ii am as long as ii hav gone crazy ii wiill jump....nobodii understands....nisa... u r rong... u haven seen de other angry siight of mii.... tats y u don no....nvm.... moii hart alreadii broken... even iif he iiz here to mend iit back...he cant... coz iiz not broken by hiim.... anii1 got comment juz giive ii don mind....aniitiing wan sae juz nw sae iit all out.... can ii cry.... nvm.... ii wiill force untiil moii body cannnot take iit aniimore....iits alwaes dem n not mii gettiin onli complaiints.... nvm.... ii tahan....aniitiing juz giive dem.... ii rather juz diie wiif haviin parents lyk dem.... haiz.... alwaes..... broken....

ops....ucc....

2006-01-31T04:39:00.000-07:00

diiaox.... c lahx.... ucc... but nvm... hope u all can forgiive mii.... evrytiing oso copy mii de.... ii put double ii he oso copy.... but copy too much not good lahx.... muz b abiit pure oso ma... riitez.... but combiine oso good lohx....love siick den no choiice lohx... riitez....fun leh...at malaysiia...got ang bao.... all $10 but nvm... den we all plae poker... haha... don no y... ii wiin quiite alot lohx.... den my babii cousiin SO kawaii nehx....cant leave hiim off my siight siia.... sum1's gonna b jealous le... haha... no offence....k... ii even got hiis piicture.... CUTE NEHX....hapii lehx.... but abiit lonely but got my cousiin gor.... he so good alwaes help mii nehx....recover soon.... n sorii to all....k....bye...

wow....success...

2006-01-08T03:15:00.000-07:00

Mi tat time wif shi yun shi qi... went to ask ms tay hp if we can stay back tat nite on de aec 1 camp... i wanna stay coz fun den can c alot ppl...includin u of coz...den it's lyk so fun... but sir kenny came... wow... soooo fierce.... wad de....den we... do alot tings... den kena rope burn... den we go wash... more pain sia.... we better not hold hand le... if not u will sae my hand lyk guys de... so rough de.... den de nxt dae we hav to set up evryting.... den don hav alot strength.... den tie oso rong... haix....sad ah... den i explain alot tings to de sec 1s... den i asked quite alot ah... coz do wif pris... happy sia....den bowlin king when doin de drill nearly drop de baton but nv... heng ah.... phew....hav to go le.... byex....muackx...

diaox....ops...

2006-01-08T02:50:00.000-07:00

Lately nv cum n post coz biit tiired ah...den got PE lesson ma..... den ii found tat mr ng alwaes take my heiight when ii haven stand properly.. den moii height eventuallii bcum short...haix...den ii bcum heavy le... by 2kg...41kg leh....so heavy...den ii lyk not verii hapii lohx.... bcum so heavy.... den actuallii i wanna waiit tiill 12am to b de 1st to wiish hiim hapii b'dae but fell asleep mayb too tiired...but stiill woke up at 4am lyk tat den to wiish hiim hapii b'ade.. he told mii ii was de 1st to wiish hiim hapii b'dae... ii diid wad ii promiised...de part ii hated iiz tat he doesn't wan mii to giive hiim aniitiing....but ii ask hiim to keep wad others gave hiim fer b'dae in exchange lohx...

Skul reopenin...

2005-12-29T06:50:00.000-07:00

Skul openiin le.... haiix.... got a new priinciipal... so nerdy... c liiao oso can vomiit leh.... den form teacher not ms koh le... haiix... ms puspa... BORIING... oh pls... liit teacher oso her... can diie siia... my liife iin SKUL shud b iinterestiin BUT wiif her... ii not sure le lohx.... haiix... can don go skul anot... but iif nv go more borriin ah.... den maths teacher change to mr wong k k.... oso not sure good anot.... diiaox.....now keep on tiinkiin of 2 tiings... 1st... de MV of my humps.... makes mii wanna shake siia..... 2nd...de song.... as iif iits rawkiin mii now... tiis verii miinute.... haix... father nag le.... gtg liao... ppl hu read my posts once or more... get sum rest now.... okiie.... bye....niitex...sweet dreamx.... muackx...my hump!myhump!my hump my hump..........yox....

Back le...

2005-12-28T00:13:00.001-07:00

Finally back.....Saw my cousin.... So kawaii....Took his photo... Now my hp background...Now miss him so much.... Guess wad... I was at city square.. Den I saw a star... but nv ask fer autograph coz still didnt no... too bad lohx... if not can add to my collection le... haix... nvm....now veri boring leh.... xin ying jie..... MUZ wish HIM happy b'dae hor... okay.... hav to go liao... bye fer now...

Yoz.....

2005-12-20T00:35:00.001-07:00

Haiz.... sian ah.... muz go malaysia den on wed nite going... sundae den back.... gonna miss alot ppl.... lyk siti... shi yun... shi qi... aiya alot ppl.... haiz.... and mostly him.... wanna tell u tat... she'z tryin to get u happy... don make our matter too big.... abit stress now lohx.... fer ppl hu tag mi... i don tink i will reply so don b angry... okay...? gals... don get angry easily.. coz lyk will grow old faster... and u use alot of muscles when u frown.... we onli use 14 muscles when we r smiling.... so smile verydae... n pls... u better don get into fights hor... behave urself....i don wanna nag at u lohx...miss u all... bye... muackz....

2005-12-15T23:45:00.000-07:00

These few days got to go back
to school for UCC ah....
There's the boys team and the
girls team ah... The girls team
finish drawing out the plan for
the shelter faster than the boys
ah... but it did not work...
Then the boys like kind of overtake
us ah....

But the boys have said that if they
finish liao and dun need come for anymore
trainings during the holiday... If the girls
still need to come... They also willl come
and practise... Cos although we are into girls
and boys team but we are all still representing
Canberra's npcc unit... The guys said this and
i agree with them....

But Shi yun, Shi qi they all dun want
to use the boys idea ah... but hanisah
insist on it cause we still have not come
up with something workable ah...
See how ah...
Then i also during the training kena
rope burns all that...

gtg ler...
must go rest...
tml still need to go again...
Bye..!! = )

2005-12-08T08:25:00.000-07:00

Went along wif all 2E2-ers for their
chalet... of course stayed there for 3
days with all of them ah....
Quite fun ah...
The ppl are interesting...
Even went bowling with them...
It was really fun...
Enjoyed myself....

Thkx all 2E2-ers...
gtg ler...
bye....!! = )

camp...wow...

2005-12-03T01:35:00.000-07:00

De NP camp was lyk so nice....1st dae we noe our grpin liao.... mi in water warrior....got ziling... clarice... cindy... siti... KG... CC...noel... daniel... n chai huat.... evrydae eat maggie mee expect fer de campfire nite was so bad... until sore throat....2nd dae was so nice... got campfire nite... den watch movie... den after dey all go le... mi siti.. chai huat.. sebastian foo.. derek.. watch aliens vs predators... so nice... den now i kena UCC but good... coz iz a national thing ma...wa.... now so relax.. but ltr hav to brainstorm le... so now hav to go liao lohx... bye....

Mi..not sad...

2005-11-26T03:36:00.000-07:00

Hiee.... Mi... No longer sad.... yo... guys ' hi 5'.... thx..... mi got 2 more frnz liao... Jack n Xin Jie... Both of dem veri nice de.... but Jack more nice... can understand women veri well.... got 80 over stead b4....a bb coach oso.... evrydae do 2000 pumpin.... strong.... so envy... but i not gonna train until lyk tat of coz de....haiz.... will miss u guys de... coz going fer de camp.... waaaaaaa..... y..... will b veri sad.... coz cannot plae....will miss.... wen jie... qing hui... cassandra.... jack... xin jie.... xin jie... kenneth... aiya... alot frenz tat i hav been hangin out wif now lohx.... enjoyed myself... so happy.... aniwae... HAPPY B'DAE WEN JIE.... bye... hav to go liao... lohx.... frm _fairyland_signin off....weeeeee......

Abt mi... no.2

2005-11-19T18:32:00.000-07:00

Hiee.....I back liao.... veri quick hor...mi now heart achin liao.... actually... wad she sae might b correct lohx... mayb i'm juz lyk a dog... followin u all den after tat followin dem.... haiz... abit+abit= alot sadness within mi rite nw at tis veri moment....Hu ask mi parents so bias... treat my brother so good... but treat mi lyk wad... evrything oso my fault... she asked sum1 out n was late n saed my fault... i fold de clothes liao... donno whose den i put it dere den she scold mi... i sae i donno whose r dose den she sae i was lyin... can u believe tat... i alwaes get de scoldin... tats y i treat my fren more den my life... even if he or she killed sum1 n begged mi fer help... i'm willin to take full responsibility fer either any1 of my frens... even if he or she iz my enemy...mi iz dose type act strong up font but actually needed sum1 to cared fer mi n protect mi... but after much tots... i let him go... i'm not sure if tat was rite... but i shud give him freedom... de love u given mi... izn't = de love i ahv given u... mayb u shud find sum1 else tat might love u even more den i do...read ur blog... u no i sure cry de ma... luckily parents not at hm... gtg liao... thx... bye... muackz...

Abt mi....

2005-11-19T01:05:00.000-07:00

Hiee.... I back liao....got miss mi anot..... I tink no ba... Actually tis post iz tellin u.... Wad type of idiot i am... Haha... u muz b tinkin rite nw tat no1 will call demselves idiots but not mi.... Mi.... cum frm WGPS which iz woodgrove primary... muz remember hor... its a good skul... Last time de mi was juz a nerd... Wanna keep long hair but tat was wad tat kept mi de nerdy n ugly mi... N dere was tis guy de name shawn... he was a funny guy... quite nice too.... Last time lynette lyk him... Den she came to find mi... scolded mi fer snatchin him... i was dere...* oh.. pls... hu wud lyk mi...so ugly got ppl lyk meh...* He sits wif mi during chinese class... he didnt sit wif mi but de guy can't c so he change place wif him... i was lyk oh my gosh... how can tis happen.... I actually told him wad lynette told mi... so stupid of mi... den he was lyk dere so quiet... he usually veri noisy de... den veri wierd lohx... i tat time oso didnt cared... but now i tink i wanna find out more... but when i go back pri skul... he wasn't dere... he was lyk de 1 hu noticed mi when other guys didnt.... nw i cut hair le... better liao ba...aniwaes... gtg liao bye.... n a BIG thank u fer takin out ur time to read my blog.... thx... ani comments oso will accept de...

haiz....dots...

2005-11-12T06:52:00.000-07:00

Actualli... been here b4.... but wasnt able to publish.... so got tired.... haha.... but alot problems can all of a sudden to mi....actualli dose hu r able to understand mi hor... not alot leh.... but so far onli him... don worry lohx.... i don lyk tom de.... he onli.... i gave him sum advice lohx.... i actualli noe tat u habv done alot fer mi but juz nv get to repay fer wad u did... It's juz tat i hav got alot things to sae so realli need sum1 to spit all dose things to.... now... onli wanna sae... I hav love u b4 but fer now.... as a fren... hope u don aviod mi okie... n... most of all.... I'M REALLI SORRI.... fer not able to repay u.... hope u don need mi to nag at u liao hor... juz promise mi tat u wud slp earli.... coz u r lyk torturin urself lyk tat.... hav to go liao... hope u read tis....*winks...

back....

2005-10-20T03:14:00.000-06:00

finally back liao..... u no hor.... alot of my frens veri chio de lah.... jolene... si ying... cassandra... qing hui.... clarice.... n lots more all chio de.... alot thing happen when i werent here...

Too chio liao...

2005-09-30T03:45:00.000-06:00

U no hor... recently si ying[1e1] de... tao hua yun veri good leh.... sumtimes i oso don lyk it lopz... not veri happi sia... evrytime lyk tat lopz... not fair... but no wae am i gonna act chio lol... gt stead le... u all lyk insult mi den sae moi teeth not straight... after i take out braces den u all no hor... c whose one more straight... guys hu r findin gals hu r chio better get lost....

sorri...

2005-09-19T15:40:00.000-06:00

Yo....sorri nv cum update... moi di ltr scold mi sia...i so long nv cum update coz mum scold... moi hp bill too high... den she don wanna let mi cum online lopz... haiz... sian....

Haiz....Sian...

2005-09-07T11:24:00.000-06:00

Hab to make it quick liao... Coz i not everytime can online... Coz mine iz dial-up de.... Not broadband unless sum1 pay mi money to go update lah.... haiz... so sian leh... now got hw so many den still got alot stuff to do... sorri hab to go liao.... haiz.... anywae... wanna sae thx to my gor, di , mei n jie...
+=_[GoR....]_=+ +=_{Di....}_=+
1.Ming Jie Gor.... 1.Irfan Di....
2.Jarrell Gor...... 2.Andrew Di...

Scared...

2005-09-03T19:11:00.000-06:00

Haiz... How... I scared leh... Mi, Si Ying n Jolene promise to pierce ear hole together den i quite scared ltr pain oso leh... Haiz... Den my good di... Irfan wanna pay fer mi.... I so happy but not sure realli wan anot leh... Den i got so in love wif dis person.... ops... sorri,... Iz earring.... So nice... Juz love it so no matter how much pain i muz go pierce another ear hole so de earring can fit mi.... hehe.... Gtg liao... But hope i can get de earring fer free... Juz kiddin... I can go buy myself de lopz...

Teachers' Dae

2005-09-01T03:50:00.000-06:00

Wow.... Teachers' dae was so nice..... Got concert den go back primary skul... But tat time was so mad n sad... 1st time at de same time so mad n sad... Felt so terrible leh... Actually don wan to forgive de... But Derek help to ask fer forgiveness den fine lopz... Derek quite nice ma.... Since he ask den forgive lopz... Life sux when i recall tat incident... So angry tat i can try to kill sum1 but everytime dere iz olwaes sum1 to cool mi down de... N guess hu dey r.... Of coz iz all my frenz out dere hu no dis incident of coz.... But fer dose hu no mi veri well mayb u might no tat i olwaes n can hide my feelings frm any1 de... So even god so won no tat i feelin veri sad... When tat time olwaes happen i might do sumthing wrong.... Which iz find sum1 else to understand mi n spit evrthing out so won feel so bad... N i olwaes find sum1 which don no de incident n gals olwaes no if anything happen so i find my gor... or di...

Sorri...

2005-08-31T15:18:00.000-06:00

Recently got tests.... Den u all no tat i veri easy get stress de ma... Den too stress i can get dose lind of feeling can commit suicide de.... Den de final exams cumin liao... Can die de leh.... Hope i all subjects can pass lopz... Since i told u all my exams cumin liao so quite a time cannot online le... Wish mi good luck okay...?

Ops...

2005-08-10T23:03:00.000-06:00

Sorri leh... nv cum update... sorri... but realli veri busy leh... gettin new closet... new bed... new dressing table...den get suffocated by de closet behind mi... where de place i am sitting so i can use de com... now even typing iz a problem... so if i type veri slow don blame mi hor... den even de time fer mi to b online iz getting lesser n lesser liao... den sum more hard time fer u all to take a look at my blog coz de words veri small den oso de background veri bright leh... but anywae... got to go liao le... so sorri hor...

sIaN....

2005-08-07T14:16:00.000-06:00

Hab to change my bed liao le.... B4 changing iz queen size de.... but change to single bed fer more space den so ma fan....so stress sia... got hw... den still muz pass my test fer my maths n if i don i sure will die de lopz.... den my 'mum' evrytime scold mi fer nth de.... She biased one lopz... Evrytime scold mi don scold my brother one... so unfair lehz....

F3

2005-08-06T22:10:00.000-06:00

Todae got F3 but finish le... i so happi sia... den go spray my hair... can b washed away 1 lahz... den go put glitter also... den so nice sia... although our F3 stall didnt earn much money... we still enjoyed oueselves... I anything also nv eat... onli eat Chai huat stall tt ice cream creal... quite nice lahz... i ate 2 cups... but still hungry... but didnt feel anything until evrything was over... so tired sia... cant keep my eyes open.... tts all fer todae lopz... nitez...

ScArEd....

2005-08-06T21:44:00.000-06:00

Sorri hor... forgot wad iz my ex blog tt password liao... so hab to create a new one lopz.... National dae cuming liao... de uniform groups hab to perform... den i so scared ltr do wrong lehz....den i in NPCC den iz supporting contigents... de GOH which iz sec 2s n 3s muz hold rifle... den we muz hold baton... den de hole skul will b watchin lopz... hope eveything will go well lopz... den muz wake up veri early... den stand veri long... but i didnt eva regret joinin NPCC coz its a new advanture fer mi lehz... can learn more stuff also... i am veri stubbon one lopz... i don quit if i fail de... i will try until i can do it... aniwae... tts fer todae... gtg liao... byez....

2005-08-05T23:55:00.000-06:00

Tml got de carnival called F3 coz... Fun, Fit & Fabulous ma... den i got 2 stallz... 1 iz class de den 1 iz F3 de... i wonder wad ppl will b sellin lehz.... so excited lehz... i sure spend alot money de lopz... buy lots of stuff...

2005-08-01T01:34:00.000-06:00

testing niA...

skies

darlinngs.

WEEKENDS!!!!!

BORING!!!

Changed.

sick!!!

slacking.

haiishhx.

hehes.

ie will rest well.

toopiid miiee.

creepy.

haiishhx.

-.-''

Pray hard &&nd Play hard.

haiisshhx.

sundae.

truly misses.

sian-zation.

our first day<3

ie lurve euu.

victoria skul!!!!

happyxD

ms invisible

ie hate....

sianns...

hahas... tio...

sianx....

wo0ts...

woots.<3

tiring dae!!!

floods...=]

sianns

booring....

Lonely...

sob....break up...

wo bu zhaii nii de xiin le ma....

not ur fault pls...

*sob* pang seh de....

change skin le....

don sad...

Yeah... so hapii...

sori dear....

Omg..

Competition...

Life Sux....

ops....ucc....

wow....success...

diaox....ops...

Skul reopenin...

Back le...

Yoz.....

camp...wow...

Mi..not sad...

Abt mi... no.2

Abt mi....

haiz....dots...

back....

Too chio liao...

sorri...

Haiz....Sian...

Scared...

Teachers' Dae

Sorri...

Ops...

sIaN....

F3

ScArEd....

sob pang seh de....